__ Thursday, May 22, 2008 ;
Been thinking a lot for the past few weeks...
I've always wanted to be a psychologist.
I thought I'll be able to achieve it as long as I work hard in my studies.
But sometimes, things just do not work out the way you want them to.
I feel like I'm standing in the middle of a crossroad now.
I've chosen to major in Social Work but, I don't know whether that's the right choice for me.
I don't even think I'm suitable to be a social worker.
I'm never a people person.
I can't socialize or talk to people so freely.
And I'm too emotional for my own good.
I feel sad even when I listen to classical music.
I think I'll be more depressed than my clients after listening to their stories.
How am I going to do well in a career like that?
I feel the fear already.
Should I continue with Social Work or should I just switch to a safer major like Economics?
I am so lost.
made another new promise ][-
and broke it again at 10:33 AM ;