__ Wednesday, February 20, 2008 ;
After talking to someone, I realised something.
I still miss my father so much.
As much as I try to keep myself busy to distract myself,
memories of him continue to linger around.
I don't talk much about him because the wounds are still fresh.
Though it's been more than a year since his passing on,
it hurts even till now.
I wonder where he is now.
Everyone tells me he's in a better place with God and I want to believe it.
I can't wait for the day to reunite with him again.
I know he wants me to graduate from university and have a decent job.
That's why I'm studying hard,
to fulfil his dreams for me.
Daddy, Happy Birthday in advance. I don't visit you often at the colobarium because I still can't stop crying when I see your photo. I hope you know that I still do love you and think of you everyday. I miss your presence at home. =(
made another new promise ][-
and broke it again at 7:08 PM ;