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__ Friday, November 30, 2007 ;

A moment of folly... irreversible repurcussions...

It's all too late, too late...

What am I to do?

made another new promise ][-
 and broke it again at 6:54 PM ;

 

__ Tuesday, November 27, 2007 ;

I'm going to Genting again from 13th to 16th Dec! This will be the 2nd time I'm going there in this year. Hah... I like the weather there and I really enjoy the time there because it's playing and eating all day long! Heh...

I might be able to catch Jolin's concert there if there're still tickets available! Heex...



But I was quite upset when I saw the poster below...


Sigh! Wished I could go cos' Jacky Wu is seriously funny and I like him! Heh... A pity the timing is not right :(

Anyway, exams in few days time. Sigh!

Thank goodness there's Xiao Zhu's concert to look forward to this Saturday. Heex...

Got to go back to my revision now. Till then!

made another new promise ][-
 and broke it again at 12:22 AM ;

 

__ Sunday, November 25, 2007 ;

Christmas season is here again. Somehow, I always feel a sense of loneliness during this period of the year.



The journey of life is getting darker and more uncertain. I don't know how much longer I can hold on...

made another new promise ][-
 and broke it again at 3:12 PM ;

 

__ Friday, November 23, 2007 ;

Stressed ah!

29-11-07 (Thursday) - Psychology Paper
30-11-07 (Friday) - Social Work Paper
01-12-07 (Saturday) - Malay Studies Paper
03-12-07 (Monday) - Nature of Language
05-12-07 (Wednesday) - South Asia Paper

Jia You! :)

made another new promise ][-
 and broke it again at 4:02 PM ;

 

__ Wednesday, November 21, 2007 ;

I can't believe it. Just 2 more weeks and school will be over for this year. I feel like I just started school... =X Anyway, I'm looking forward for the year-end break because I really felt like I need some break. Heh... Nothing surprising for lazy people like me who needs never-ending amount of breaks.

For the Dec holidays, I've got lots of things to do! :)

1. Meeting up with Mrs Soh!
Wow... It's been a long time since I last met this Secondary School Physics teacher of mine. Heex... Can't wait to catch up with her again.

2. Watch THE WARLORDS! DEC 13th! <3



3. Go shopping!
I feel so deprived because of my depleting wardrobe. :(

4. Meet up with friends!

5. Bring my brother out for Christmas shopping. And get him his favourite LEGO toys. :)

6. Meet 阿宝.
Been a long time since we last went for supper already. So sad our favourite hangout at S11 is going to be closed for renovations soon.

7. Last of all, I feel the increasing need to find someone, to settle whatever unresolved issues that happened in the past. But, whether or not I'll have the courage to really do so is one major question. =X

Sigh... 2008 is coming so quickly.

made another new promise ][-
 and broke it again at 3:41 PM ;

 

__ Saturday, November 17, 2007 ;

Didn't blog for quite some time. Hmm... Met up with Karen and WenXiu yesterday at Jurong Point. We ate Mos Burger and after walking don't-know-how-many rounds around the mall, we went to try the Crepes thing. Didn't really like it. It tasted like roti prata with Ice-cream, which is weird. =X


=)

These are the photos taken during Xiao Zhu's autograph session the other day. Didn't take any photos of Xiao Zhu cos there were like so many people there. WenXiu definitely is happy lar! Got to see Xiao Zhu for the 3rd time already.. Haha... Xiao Zhu signed on our concert tickets. It was fun lar, but tiring. :)








Study week has arrived and I really have to mug super hard. The past few days have been ineffective because I was so distracted by external factors. Sigh! Biological Psyche is really driving me crazy. What the hell do those medical terms mean?! And I'm terrible at memorizing. Been trying to get the whole chapter into my head for the past few days but to no avail. I don't know how I'm going to take the full module on Biology next Sem. I think I can just die. ARGH!

To one of the most important friend in my life:

I cherish our friendship, that's why I felt so much when I heard the news. I'm scared that you'll leave me though I know death is just part and parcel of life. I'd rather be the one to leave first than to see any of my loved ones leave. I know I'm a coward but I really can't bear to face the day you leave. So, I'm retreating. Away from you, giving up our friendship... Sorry.

made another new promise ][-
 and broke it again at 6:18 PM ;

 

__ Wednesday, November 14, 2007 ;

It has been a long time since I opened the locked compartment of my cupboard. Today, I unlocked it to take a look and I realised how full the drawer has been filled. With journal entries from the past, cards and notes from friends, presents and gifts, report books, exam certificates, and the list goes on... Then, I found it. Just a simple photograph of you, yet it carries such a heavy load in my heart. After so many years, the sorrow has somehow lessen but the regret is still there. I often wonder, how would things be like if I had acted in a more rational way? So many different scenarios that I can imagine of but at the end of the day, reality is such that we are now complete strangers.

Sigh...

made another new promise ][-
 and broke it again at 12:07 AM ;

 

__ Thursday, November 08, 2007 ;

Been feeling quite lousy lately. Bad news seem to always come one after another in a short span of time. Sigh!

Exams are coming and I'm really worried. =X

Going to grandma's place for dinner. Till then.

made another new promise ][-
 and broke it again at 4:52 PM ;

 

__ Sunday, November 04, 2007 ;

I still remember how we first got to know each other. It all started with a snailmail sent to me by him. Then the phonecalls started. From a few minutes every week to few hours every single day. It lasted for months before we finally decided to meet. Our first meeting was at Jurong Point's Swensons and he treated me ice-cream. I will never forget the meeting... Our very first and sadly, very last meet-up. A small quarrel made me so angry that I deleted his number and we lost contact after I changed my number. It's been a year already and I've not heard from him anymore. Neither do I know where to find him again. Sigh...

James, I hope you've been fine all this while. Happy Birthday!

Anyway, just a short update before I go take a quick nap.

Am super tired because of the seminar yesterday. Reached school at 8.45am only to realise that the programme starts at 10am. But it's ok, the breakfast was great! We had this orangey noodle that looked like mee siam. 3 talks in a row before lunch started. Lunch was some curry thing with yellowish rice. Teabreak was provided too but I didn't like it. Heh... Anyway, we went to Arab Association at Geylang in the evening. YingFen, Kin Cheong and I were the only students in the bus lah. The rest were like professors... Haha... I only ate rice and potato for dinner because they served mutton and beef and I can't convince myself to eat those. LOL! Dr Yacoob Ibrahim was there too and the performances were quite entertaining. The Malays really have such a rich tradition and culture! The whole thing ended at 10pm and we walked to Payar Laber to take the train home. Super tired when I reached home. Quite a great experience though! :)

Got back my Social Work Term paper and I'm very happy with my grade. Haha... Thank goodness Dr Irene didn't penalise me for my wrong formatting. =S

Found out yesterday that a few people from the Malay module found my blog through google when they were doing their research for the term paper. I feel so self-conscious now while writing. I should just delete that entry which I wrote about the essay. LOL!

Can't wait to meet MeiYan for dinner tomorrow! I can't believe that girl actually thought I'm getting married! OMG! :D

Going to sleep now.

made another new promise ][-
 and broke it again at 1:24 PM ;

 

__ Thursday, November 01, 2007 ;

Been really edgy and moody lately. A BIG sorry to the people whom I've offended because of my eccentric moods. Especially to Lorna... I don't know whether you'll get to read this but nevermind, I just want to tell you that I'm really sorry for always venting my anger and frustrations on you. Thank you for not being angry with me all these while when I'm in my irritable moods. Thank you for being so patient when I'm unreasonable. Thank you for walking with me through my life journeys ever since I got to know you last year. Thank you for all the things that you've done. Sorry for being such a lousy friend. :(

Anyway, I'm so glad that all the term papers are completed and done now! It's time to commit all my time into preparation for the Final Exams.

I guess this blog will be on hiatus until after my last paper on 5th of Dec! Jia You!

P.S: I'm quite excited about Xiao Zhu's concert on 1st of Dec. My first time watching a concert lah. Haha... Hope the concert will be worth my money. If not... WenXiu better be careful. Hahaha :P

made another new promise ][-
 and broke it again at 3:56 PM ;