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__ Tuesday, December 18, 2007 ;

I'm already 19 this year.

Each time I reflect on my own life, I am filled with skepticism.

I've always wondered to myself, what do I exactly want in my life?

When I breathe my last breath, will I leave with a sense of achievement or will I regret not living my life to its fullest?

I always tend to live in my own world of fantasy and dreams, avoiding facing the harsh reality head-on.

Will I ever learn to be strong and face the challenges bravely?

With such a wimpy and pessimistic character of mine, am I suited to study Psychology and Social Work in the first place?

Do I even deserve a standing on this earth in the first place?

Indeed, this is life, with full of unanswered questions.

Somehow, I feel like running away from life.

To a faraway land, where I don't have to think about all these things.

To somewhere, where I don't see familiar faces.

To start afresh.

made another new promise ][-
 and broke it again at 12:18 AM ;