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__ Thursday, August 16, 2007 ;

I've been rather happy for the past few days and it scares me. I've always been a pessimistic person since young and being happy for so many days isn't exactly something I'm familiar with. I'm afraid something might happen and take away all the happiness that I've been experiencing. I know it sounds appalling but I'd rather be sad for days and occassionally feel happy at random moments. When you're at your lowest point, there's no way to go anymore further down; things can only improve and not deterioriate. But when you're at your highest point, you can easily fall whenever anything changes. Sigh! I feel so uneasy these days about my happiness. The future is so uncertain and I absolutely hate uncertainties. Argh! I'm really sadistic. =X

I want to go to Johor with Ah Bao soon! But it's so hard because her off day is not fixed and I have to go to school 4 days a week now. =X

I saw SeeWai yesterday at Business canteen while I was having lunch with WenXiu! It's been such a long time since we last met. Oh man... I miss the good old times at secondary school. Haish... I feel so nostalgic each time I pass by Jurong Sec. Happy moments often pass by so quickly...

I hope the next 3/4 years of campus life will be meaningful and enriching... Sigh! I miss my usual close friends. :(

made another new promise ][-
 and broke it again at 11:53 AM ;