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__ Monday, July 23, 2007 ;

I'm struggling... It's a battle between pride and friendship. I don't know which way to go. My mind focuses on pride and yet my heart tells me otherwise. Should I just swallow my pride and say sorry? I'm afraid... What if the result is not the one that I desire? What if things become worse? I will be even more upset than before. Should I just forget everything and pretend that we are strangers? Haiz... I don't understand why a friend can make me hurt so much. NOT, we didn't even start off as friends. Sigh! I really don't know what to do.

I'm leaving for a 1 night camp later in the morning. Will be back Tuesday morning. Hope it will be fun! =)

made another new promise ][-
 and broke it again at 2:49 AM ;