I can see the pain living in your eyes And I know how hard you try You deserve to have much more I can feel your heart and I simpathize And I'll never criticize All you've ever meant to my life
I don't want to let you down I don't want to lead you on i don't want to hold you back From where you might belong
You would never ask me why My heart is so disguised I just can't live a lie anymore I would rather hurt myself Than to ever make you cry There's nothing left to say but goodbye
You deserve the chance at the kind of love I'm not sure i'm worthy of Losing you is painful to me
You would never ask me why My heart is so disguised I just can't live a lie anymore I would rather hurt myself Than to ever make you cry There's nothing left to say but goodbye
Each time I listen to this song, I'll feel sorrow and hurt inside my heart. How many times do we have to say goodbye to the people we love? Why do we have to meet and then be forced to separate from each other? Goodbye is just a simple word and yet it carries such a heavy meaning. But, I didn't even have a chance to say goodbye to someone I love so very much. Memories fade, it's been 6 months already, but the regrets and guilt stay on... perhaps, for life? I don't know...
Argh. Nevermind, sad stuffs aside, I've got lots of things to do these few weeks. So glad I'm now jobless except for 2 tuiton kids. If not I'll die of exhaustion even before school starts. Hah! List of things that I need to do by these 2 weeks: - Go for medical checkup at NUS - Go for driving orientation course - Set test papers for my tuition kids - Clear my room - Collect money from my ex-tuition kid (hmph!)
Oh yah, I drove to Orchard yesterday with my instructor beside me. It's so fun putting up the "P" plate instead of the "L" plate. Haha.. Drove through PIE, and then AYE and finally CTE. Woah, it was so scary to drive at 90km/h for a newcomer like me. Was so glad when I finally reached Orchard. Thank goodness I'm still in one piece. LOL!
Somewhere out there someone's saying a prayer, That we'll find one another in that big somewhere out there...
made another new promise ][- and broke it again at 6:32 PM ;
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`August 6th 1988
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Let me sit in the sun,
Let me hold my head high,
Let me feel I'm alive once more till I die.
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`19th May - Zoo Outing!
`9th-13th June - Retreat!
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