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__ Tuesday, June 05, 2007 ;

Had a whole day free to myself so I went out to shop at Bukit Panjang Plaza alone. I thought about my life. Suddenly I felt like a loser because I realised that I've been spending the past 4 years pinning and yearning for someone who most probably would have forgotten about my existence. I hated myself for that. Yet, as I walked through the crowds, I couldn't help but instinctly try to search for that familiar face. That ever clear yet vague image of yours has been lingering in my mind for years. I know where to find you but I've got no courage. You're only a few blocks away in school yet I feel as if you're miles away. You're so near, yet so far... Sometimes I wish I am senile, so that I'll be able to throw away whatever memory I have of you and move on with my own life. At other times, I'm so thankful that you're still staying strong in my mind because I feel a tiny bit of happiness thinking of our past memories. I don't know what to do. Towards you, I feel a strong sense of mixed emotions. Perhaps time will really heal all wounds and lessen the hurts, but memories of you are sure to stay....

till eternity.

Side note: 2 more days to driving test! OMG. I still feel unprepared.

made another new promise ][-
 and broke it again at 7:14 PM ;