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__ Thursday, February 15, 2007 ;

So Chinese New Year is approaching. This is the first time I don't look forward to this festive season. Will be leaving for Malaysia in 2 days time for a short holiday in Genting. I should be happy huh? After all, Genting is like a second home to me. I go there almost every year. But, I can feel the dread and unhappiness in me. I don't know why. No... wait, maybe I know the reason. I just refuse to face it.

The colours of my life are fading as days go by. Time passes, people come and go, yet I find myself standing on the same ground where I've fallen. I can feel depression and desperation sinking in. Will anyone save me from the soon-to-be capsized boat?

Haish... So many words left unspoken, so many things undone. I could have done all those in the past 17 years of my life but I procrastinated. And when I want to start doing, it's too late. Regrets and guilt fill the emptiness in my heart.

People, cherish your loved ones before it's too late. Learn from my mistake...

Hidden cuts.

made another new promise ][-
 and broke it again at 11:41 PM ;