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__ Sunday, January 14, 2007 ;

A random pic taken during the Lakeside staff retreat at Garden Hotel last year. =)




Anyway, went to church today with Karen and Aunty Fiona. I think the songs and the sermon were great but somehow, I feel emptiness inside me. I can't feel the love of Christ anymore and it's been like that for quite some time. At times, I really felt like giving up my faith and don't bother about it anymore. But, it took me so long before I had the chance to go to church and I find it hard to just let myself be separated from God. I don't know what the heck is wrong with me. I want to hold on to God and not let Him go but, something is blocking it and preventing me from loving God more... I feel so lost...

Don't ever let me go...

made another new promise ][-
 and broke it again at 6:03 PM ;