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__ Monday, June 26, 2006 ;

I love this song so very much. Heard it yesterday during 9am service.

AS THE DEER
As the deer panteth for the water
So my soul longeth after Thee
You alone are my heart's desire
And I long to worship Thee

You alone are my strength my shield
To You alone may my spirit yield
You alone are my heart's desire
And I long to worship

YouYou're my friend and You are my brother
Even though You are a King
I love You more than any other
So much more than anythingI need

You more than gold or silver
Only You can satisfy
You alone are the real joy giver
And the apple of my eye

made another new promise ][-
 and broke it again at 4:01 PM ;

 

__ Sunday, June 25, 2006 ;

School's starting tomorrow. Seriously, I hope I won't get back my exam papers. Wish someone will burn the staffroom or something so that my papers will turn into ashes. I can't bear to see my grades. It sure sucks.

Dear God Almighty, please remove the cancer cells...

made another new promise ][-
 and broke it again at 4:51 PM ;

 

__ Thursday, June 22, 2006 ;

I always thought my hair sucked.
Until I saw those without hair at the cancer centre the other day.
Now I thank God for my hair.

2nd of July.
Should I go?
What if I react badly when I see you?
Argh... I don't know.

Brazil vs Japan tomorrow morning!
Brazil will win.
Definitely.

Going out now.
To EskiBar at Holland V!
Yay! =)

made another new promise ][-
 and broke it again at 6:35 PM ;

 

__ Thursday, June 15, 2006 ;

Went to my brother's kindergarten to meet his teachers. Can't believe there's actually meet-the-parents session for nursery kids... 0.O

Anyway, have been mugging for the past few days. I think I'm really going to fail Physics. To think Physics was once my favourite subject. Haish... I want Mrs Soh back!!

Ronaldo didn't score during the match against Croatia. Sianz... But one happy thing is, Australia won against Japan. Yay! =)

Going to bathe and wait for Singapore Idol results later. I hope Jay gets in! Don't like the rest of the contestants.

Exams in 5 days time. Woots... Getting very anxious and stressed now. Will be back after 23rd June...

made another new promise ][-
 and broke it again at 7:04 PM ;

 

__ Monday, June 12, 2006 ;

Common Tests are starting next week. Hope that I'll get better results than those that I got for last term.

Service yesterday was great. I especially like the singing part. Steve Machperson (is that how you spell it?) from Hillsong Church in Sydney came and led the worship. And he can sing very well! The songs really touched my heart and I am reminded of God's love for us!

I wish I could carry on living in fantasy yet, that's not possible. This dream of mine will always remain a dream. When you left, a part of me died. Though you're back now, that part of me will never come alive anymore. I think of you everyday and hurt has never left me. Not even once. But I do not hate you. I understand, you meant well. If it was me, I'd have done the same. People hold on to something because they know it might be worth it, and something better may be lying beyond. However, I know that my hope will never be realised. Why am I holding on so tightly then? Maybe I should just try and let go. But sometimes, it's this hope that keeps me going each day, by looking forward to a better tomorrow. I don't ask for eternity with you. I just hope to see you again... Can?

made another new promise ][-
 and broke it again at 6:49 PM ;

 

__ Friday, June 09, 2006 ;

Was pleasantly surprised when my 2-year old brother came home from school one day and sang this song that was taught to me many years ago when I was still a primary school kid. I remembered that was the very first christian song that I learnt and we'd always sing it before meals to give thanks to God! Oh well... brought back many childhood memories from Lakeside before and after school care... =)

Thank You God for the world so sweet,
thank you God for the food we eat,
thank you God for the friends we share,
Thank you God for everything.
Amen!

made another new promise ][-
 and broke it again at 4:48 PM ;

 

__ Monday, June 05, 2006 ;

Talked to Pastor Shih Ming just now in church. Yes, he's absolutely right. Running away will not solve any problem but will aggravate it instead. Since God puts me to it, He will definitely bring me through. I have to have faith in God. =)

Bleah... GP common test tomorrow. I seriously hope I can pass Paper 2. It's always my compre that's pulling my grades down. Worst still, I don't think I can do anything to improve on it. Haiz... Just cross my heart and hope that I can improve to a C5...

World Cup starts on Friday! I'm rooting for Brazil! hahas... Too bad I don't have cable TV at home.. Haish... Have to go down to the Mac near my house to watch those matches that Channel 5 doesn't broadcast. diaox...

Oh well... nothing much to write nowadays. Life is so boring can. I can't wait for 'A' levels to be over... =X

made another new promise ][-
 and broke it again at 4:54 PM ;

 

__ Friday, June 02, 2006 ;

Imagine that you only had 1 hour to live on this world.
Think about the last minutes.
The last seconds.
The very last breath you're going to take before eternal life.
You slowly close your eyes.
Your mind starts to think about many, many things.

But eventually, it stops at one particular image.
Who will be in this image?
Why?

What are you going to do if you only had 1 hour before you die?
Who will you call to meet?
What would you say to that person?

So, what are you waiting for now?

I know exactly who.
I love you more than you'll ever know.

The hardest part of walking away from you is knowing that you won't run after me...

made another new promise ][-
 and broke it again at 8:16 PM ;