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__ Sunday, April 30, 2006 ;

Today's sermon was great! It was as if God is speaking to me directly. I made a few convictions in private for myself. With the Lord's help, I'm sure that I'll be able to keep to my promises.

Anyway, I am beginning to feel anxious again. There seem to be endless homework and revision for me to complete and time is running out already. My headaches have returned again and I don't have any more medication to tide me through. Argh! Someone help me... The doctor said that the only solution to cure my headaches is to learn to relax and not get so stressed up. I'm worried that one day I'll break down and go nuts. =X

Can't wait for tomorrow's Da Vinci Code seminar. I've not read the book yet and I don't think I want to read it anyway. Boon Jin said it'll only be a waste of time reading such a book. I'm excited to learn more about the truths of the Bible. Thank God for bringing me into SYFC- Singapore Youth for Christ! I've really grown a lot under the guidance of BoonJin. :))

Currently studying the book of Matthew. I think I'll take a long time to finish studying the Bible. I feel so guilty because I have not been reading the Bible recently. Homework and revision has robbed me of my time with God. Hm... I'll persevere and not give up studying the Bible.

'Come to me, all you who are weary and burdened, and i will give you rest. Take my yoke upon you and learn from me, for i am gentle and humble in heart, and you will find rest for your souls. For my yoke is easy and my burden is light' - Matt 11:28-30

No matter how bad or lousy I may feel in times of crisis, I'm no longer afraid because the Holy Spirit is in me and God will never forsake me. Praise God!

made another new promise ][-
 and broke it again at 2:40 PM ;

 

__ Friday, April 28, 2006 ;

I tried letting go,
but I ended up holding on even tighter.

made another new promise ][-
 and broke it again at 7:39 PM ;

 

__ Friday, April 07, 2006 ;

Have no idea what's wrong with blogger. Today is 13th of April 2006 but the heading put 7th of April. Hm... Or does the problem lies with my stupid, idiotic, slowpoke computer? Whatever...

Anyway, I'm not going to blog anymore for the time being. It's tiring trying to maintain a blog, having to update it time to time. I want to focus more on my studies and concentrate fully on work. Mid-Year Examinations are nearing... Have to work hard already.

So... take care, people. I'll be back after Mid-Years. =)

Name above all names
Worthy of all praise
My heart will sing
How great is our God!

made another new promise ][-
 and broke it again at 7:37 PM ;


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Went for Youth service at church today. And the sermon that Pastor Shih Ming preached about is exactly the same as the one he preached at the adults service couple of weeks ago. Was a bit restless during the service since I've already heard it before but I think the message is still very impactful. God wants us to let go of everything in our life and follow Him. Am I willing to let go of my time, relationships, money, past, future, and present and surrender them all the God? I hope I'll be the first to submit them all should God ask for it.

After the service, I went to Holland V with Karen to walk around. Studied for a while at Burger King too. Then met up with Jonathan to do maths again. A bit tired and bored with doing those complex number questions. Saw a lot of church people including the PCM people at BK too... The whole place was super noisy lar... Isn't a very good place to do maths... =X

I'm dreading Tuesday to come. There's Physics SPA and Maths remedial till 6pm. Worst of all, there's Naphfa early in the morning. Gosh, I hope I don't die halfway in the day... It's going to be a busy and tiring day lar. Am looking forward for Good Friday to arrive! Can't wait to go for service at church. This will be the first time I'll be spending my Good Friday holiday in church. Heh heh... Very excited!

And YongZhi said something during the worship that I think is very important to all young Christians - We are first Christians, then students. Not the other way round.

made another new promise ][-
 and broke it again at 7:37 PM ;

 

__ Sunday, April 02, 2006 ;

You laid aside your majesty,
gave up everything for me.
Suffered at the hands of those You had created..
You took all my guilt and shame,
When you died and rose again.
Now today You reign,
in heaven and earth exalted.

I really want to worship You my Lord.
You have won my heart and I am Yours
forever and ever.
I will love You,
You are the only one who died for me.
Gave Your life to set me free,
So I lift my voice to You in adoration...

I'm touched by the lyrics of this song. Yes, Jesus sacrificed His life for all of us so that we can be saved. Jonathan told me that's agape love - loving without expecting any returns. I'm really touched... Thank You, Lord!

made another new promise ][-
 and broke it again at 3:43 PM ;

 

__ Saturday, April 01, 2006 ;

Just came back from church and I'm super tired now. Did Maths with Jonathan and then went for cell group. Went home with a happy and refreshed heart though I was feeling really lethargic. I don't know why either, I just felt happy. =)

I still think of you now and then, but I'm not going to let you rule my life. Ever since I surrendered myself to God during the service last Sunday, I promise myself never to cry because of you again. I'll let go of you from now on.... God will fill the emptiness in my heart.

I'm feeling a bit tired of all the homework and revision that needs to be done. I think I'm lagging behind by a lot lar. But nevermind, I'll go one step at a time and try to complete as much as I can. I hope I can do well for my Mid-Year Exams. I trust that God will give me what I deserve if I put in more effort and study. =)

Yay! Cynthia is lending me Passion of the Christ VCD next week. Finally, I get the chance to watch the movie...hahas...

Nothing much to say le lar. Going to watch Kang Xi Lai Le... Till then!

made another new promise ][-
 and broke it again at 10:44 PM ;