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__ Saturday, December 02, 2006 ;

It's been 3 weeks since my father passed away yet the pain and yearning for him has not been reduced. I wonder where he is now... Lorna told me to have faith and believe that he is in the Lord's safe embrace now. Afterall, he did pray the sinner's prayer before... No matter what others might say, I will still believe that he is now in heaven and that one day we will meet again in eternal life.

Christmas is coming. But I don't feel any joy or excitement this year. Perhaps the many setbacks that have occurred this year has made me very tired and drained. Or perhaps it is the long absence of you in my life that has made me lose hope in my life. It's been almost 2 long years since I last met you. Sometimes I really wonder how life will be like if you were by my side now. I really wished things were still the same like before but it's so obvious that it is not going to happen. I long for you yet I'm afraid to see you again...

ATomorrow is going to be a busy day... Helping the church staff to film the kids in church... They're so lovely! :) Alright... going to Bugis now... see ya!

made another new promise ][-
 and broke it again at 10:27 AM ;