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__ Sunday, October 01, 2006 ;

Sent off a friend last week at Changi Airport. She's flying off to America to further her studies. I'm so envious of her for having the opportunity to travel abroad to study. All along, it has been my dream to go to Australia to study. But, I'm bounded by many obstacles which mainly includes the financial part. Moreover, my little brother is only 3 years old. I want to be there for him when he's growing up. I guess Australia can wait till I'm much older bah. I believe there'll be many opportunities in the years ahead.

I still can't make up my mind whether to take up BoonJin's offer to serve at Youth for Christ next year during the long break. It sounds like a great chance for me to experience how it is like to be in ministry for God. And I'm sure I'll get to grow spiritually in my walk with Christ. But, something is holding me back. I don't know what... I think I feel a bit hesitant to commit all my time and money to God. Guess I'll just pray and discuss with Karen... =)

31 days to A levels. I'm going to be a nerd from today onwards. Hahas...

Lord, grant me a quiet heart before exams start.
Teach me to use my leisure hours to re-invigorate my powers.
From distractions set me free,
that in my studies I may be a student with this sole intent to make my work a sacrament.
From my faint heart, in love, expel all fears that dwell in there.
From my pillar drive away all dark foreboding of the day.
Help me in faith to rest so deep, that I may have untroubled sleep.
While notes and lessons I prepare,
may I not lose my rest for prayers.
And may I not forget to look for daily guidance in Thy Book.
In quietness, confidence and peace, may I have sure and swift release.
With guidance, help me to bring glory to Thy name through my studies.
Amen.


made another new promise ][-
 and broke it again at 2:39 PM ;