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__ Monday, September 04, 2006 ;

Though I hate to admit this, I know that death is going to be the ultimate ending. Lorna said I shouldn't run away from the problem. I know running away is not going to solve anything but, it's too painful and hurting to face it... Sometimes, I have this feeling that God is no longer here with me. I don't feel the peace and serenity in my heart anymore when I go to church on Sundays. I think I'm drifting away from Him... With so much things in my mind, I find it hard to concentrate on reading the Bible now. I don't feel the joy anymore... I hope I'm not backsliding at this point of time...

Prelims start next week. Wish me luck!

made another new promise ][-
 and broke it again at 10:52 AM ;