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__ Monday, May 22, 2006 ;

Just finished reading a book called "Iron Man". It is an autobiography of Pastor Neivelle Tan about his past in Changi Prison and the story of how he got to know the Lord in his darkest point of time. As I read, I'm overwhelmed with emotions. Immediately I thought about my own salvation and how God has changed my life. I got to know about Jesus in primary school but it wasn't till last year that I started going to church. Even though I went to church, I didn't really feel committed until March this year. So many things happened early this year that I couldn't catch up with my own feelings and I felt really suffocated. It was in February when I finally broke down and did something silly. Thinking back now, I was so silly and foolish. If not for the teachers in school, I may not have gotten the courage to stand up again. I am so thankful to God for changing my life. He has blessed me with a new class with great classmates and teachers. Also, I've joined a cell group in church and I'm getting along well with them. I give thanks to the Lord for being ever so faithful! He did not give up on me even when I gave up on myself!

Anyway, I'm really interested in studying Psychology in University. I can already imagine myself being a psychologist and volunteering my services in church and community centres. The more I dream about it, the more tempted I want to major in that subject. However, adults have adviced me not to take the subject since it isn't well established in Singapore yet and the prospects aren't very promising. Come to think of it, I have doubts about achieving my dream too. Who am I trying to kid? My english is not that fluent and my results may not be able to earn me a place in the facualty. But sometimes, it is harmless to dream right? Afterall, dreams give us hope for the future.

Da Vinci Code was quite a disappointment. Maybe it was good but I just couldn't understand what the content was all about. Anyway, it was a good form of entertainment. And I repeat, entertainment only.

Ok, shall end here now. It's quite a long entry today. Till then!

made another new promise ][-
 and broke it again at 6:41 PM ;