__ Friday, February 10, 2006 ;
Didn't go to school again. Heck...
It's not that I'm not angry, I just don't dare to get angry. In fact, I was really pissed off when I saw the things that weren't meant for me to see. But I'm afraid of losing your friendship if I quarrelled with you. Haiz...
Anyway, have been feeling breathless for the past few days. I find it really hard to breathe at times. The doctor said it is most probably because I am too stressed or tired. Haish! How can I not be stressed at this point of time? Homework is piling up, tests are coming one after another, and I'm lagging behind by a lot. Argh! I can already see myself becoming a mental patient by September if things don't get better. I hate college life! Sucks to the max...
I miss you. Without you, I'm like a living zombie, walking around in a human's body. Haish... I wished things were the same like before. But I know it's impossible. I love you so much... Haish...
Depression is sinking in... It's hard to escape.
Oh yah, I think I saw that boy from church just now. Heard that his name is
Titus... Unique name...hahas...Karen and I agreed that he really looked like
Lao Niu! =)
made another new promise ][-
and broke it again at 12:03 PM ;