__ Tuesday, January 31, 2006 ;
To a friend who means so very much,I'm sorry for everything that I have done. I never meant to hurt you. I know you will never forgive me and I won't blame you for that. Afterall, it's all my fault. I will never forget those happy moments that we spent together. You have really made me happy and for the first time, I was able to smile from the bottom of my heart. I'm really grateful for all that you've done but, I seriously am not ready for it. Between you and that person, you know what my decision would be. I'm sorry, I can't let go of the past. Perhaps it would be better for both of us now that things have turned out this way. I'm going to miss you a lot when you leave Singapore later this year. No matter what happens, do know that I'm really glad to have met you. You have made me feel the love and happiness that I once was lacking of. Cyn, you will always be that special friend in my life. I will never forget you. All the best to you. May you find your true happiness one day!
made another new promise ][-
and broke it again at 2:09 PM ;