__ Friday, December 30, 2005 ;
Boo! So the year 2006 is arriving in 2 days time. Honestly speaking, 2005 isn't a smooth year for me. But well, time passes by so quickly so I guess it wouldn't be wise to keep dwelling about the past bahz. Hence, this whole entry would be about the people whom I care for in my life.
1.
God - Thank you Lord, for everything that You've done. Thank You for bringing me to church.
2.
My family3
. Karen - I'm real glad I got to have a friend like you. Can't imagine how dull and boring my life would be without you... Hahas... Ok, don't puke...=P
4.
Xian Hui - Love going to school with you every morning. And love Kbox-ing with you! hahas...
5.
Theresa - Korean rocks eh? Different schools now, but our friendship will not end just like that. I'm positive of that... =)
6.
Carl - May not meet up with you that often nowadays, but better don't forget me huh. If not I run over to Malaysia to burn down your bangalow! Muahaha... =P
7.
Edward - Going movies with you = free movies for me. Heh heh...ok, I should not be so money-minded. Thank You for all the Wonka thingy that you gave me.
8.
Cynthia Pek - I'm sorry... Hope our friendship will turn out well k?
9.
Cynthia Ang - Don't think you'll be reading this, but I still want to thank you. Thank you for all your encouragements and constant 'nagging' for me to study. Hees...
10.
Pastor Shih Ming - My favourite pastor. In short, thank you for everything lah. =)
11.
Mrs Soh - Thank you for believing in me. Your constant encouragements really helped me a lot. And you're still my favourite Physics teacher...hahas... =)
12.
Wilson Ng - Seeing you weekly can be tiring at times but I still enjoy every session. I won't forget the things that you've taught me.
13.
Jasmine - I thank God for you. Look forward to meeting you again next year when you're back. =)
14.
53669 - Thank you for being the light of my life. <3
There're still many others whom I've not mentioned but I don't think I want to list all the names down. The list will go on and on if I do that.
In short, Thanks to all of you. =)
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__ Wednesday, December 28, 2005 ;
The year 2005 is coming to an end soon. I think this year is one of the
worst best year of my life.
Entered JJC during the 1st three months and couldn't really adapt to the changes in school. But I'm fortunate my 1st three months classmates were fun and nice. Then 'O' level results were released and I chose JJC again. Life in JJ after 1st 3 months was hell. It was so bad that I started playing truant and skipping lessons. I simply hated school so much. Sometimes I wondered whether I've made the wrong decision in choosing JJC but well, I guess everything happens with a purpose. Perhaps this is God's arrangement to make me stronger mentally and spiritually. During the darkest point of my J1 life, God brought me to church. I started going to church every week for the first time in my entire life, and I truly enjoyed church and worship! And of course, getting to know Pastor Shih Ming certainly helped me overcome some of my unpleasant past. Hees...
I also worked for the first time in my entire life. The experience was great and I earned quite a lot to spend for the holidays. But through working, I got to know how hypocritical some adults can be. They will do anything to earn their own benefits. I'm glad that I'm still a student now.
I also went on a cruise with my 2 best friends. Had great fun! Though it was quite boring on the cruise, I enjoyed myself nevertheless. The food, the movies, the performances, and most importantly, the care-free and stressless 3 days that I had. Thank God for this wonderful trip!
In conclusion, this year has been a meaningful year because I got closer to God. Though unpleasant stuffs have happened, I'll face them all with a positive attitude (I hope!). No matter what, God is by my side always. So, I need not fear or feel lonely. I'll welcome the year 2006 with excitement and anticipation. =)
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__ Tuesday, December 27, 2005 ;
I can't believe Austin Scarlett lost to Wendy Pepper. =(
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__ Monday, December 26, 2005 ;
I'm back! Christmas at Theresa's house was fun. Hees... Went to XianHui's house with Karen on Saturday afternoon first. Then went to meet Theresa at her place. Decided not to go Orchard since it was raining so heavily. In the end, we went Bugis lo. XH bought her planner and we went to have dinner at Siam Kitchen. Bought a log cake from Crystal Jade and off to church we go! But the church service was not what I expected man. It wasn't that cold at all and there wasn't a need for our sweaters lo. And the performance was so short that everything ended at 9pm instead of 9.30pm. Nevertheless, I had fun lahz... Shook hand with Pastor Shih Ming too...hees... Very happy man! Hahas... Went back to Theresa's place after the service. Ate the log cake and played Monopoly. I lost so much money man... Couldn't even pay off my debts...hahas... Slept at around 3am bahz. The next morning, her dad drove us to Mac to eat breakfast. Played Uno Madness and Uno Stacko after that. Went home in the afternoon. I really had fun this Christmas. I thank God for this wonderful time! =)
Me and Xian Hui
Me and Theresa
Me and Karen
Us!
I love all my friends!
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__ Friday, December 23, 2005 ;
Merry Christmas to all my friends!Woohoo....
2 more days to
Christmas! Can't wait for tomorrow's celebration in church. Hees... Am going Orchard in the afternoon first before church. Yay... sleeping over at Theresa's house too! Am so excited now.... =)
Watched
The Chronicles of Narnia with Karen and Theresa yesterday. That was the second time I've watched it lahz. Watched the sneak preview the day before with Edward. The movie is quite nice lahz. And the part where Aslan sacrificed his life for Edmund was so touching... Almost teared man...
Went shopping just now too. Bought a jacket, belt and shirt... Cost me 50+ bucks... I'm officially broke now. But there're still so many stuffs that I want to buy... Where is Santa at this point of time when I need him the most? :(
Okie... gotta start packing for tomorrow! Will be back on Monday =)
This ish moii favourite Christmas song... =)
What child is this, who, laid to rest,On Mary's lap is sleeping?Whom angels greet with anthems sweet,While shepherds watch are keeping?This, this is Christ the King,Whom shepherds guard and angels sing:Haste, haste to bring him laud,The babe, the son of Mary.
Why lies he in such mean estateWhere ox and ass are feeding?Good Christian, fear:for sinners hereThe silent Word is pleading. So bring him incense, gold, and myrrh,Come, peasant, king, to own him.the King of kings salvation brings,Let loving hearts enthrone him.
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__ Tuesday, December 20, 2005 ;
Christmas wishlist1. New bag for school
2. Converse track shoes
3. Adidas slippers
4. Billabong T-shirt
5. Billabong wallet
6. Levi's Jeans
7. Perlini Silver bracelet
8. Money, money and more money =D
9.
YouSanta, please appear and make my wishes come true k? Hees... I'll be waiting... =)
Anyway, I'm really excited about Christmas because this will be the very first time I'll be celebrating Christmas in church. Oh man... simply can't wait lahz. Will be exchanging gifts on Thursday too. Watching Narnia on the same day as well! Hees... Very excited to watch that movie after watching the advertisements. Hope it'll turn out to be good. =D
Nothing much to blog about nowadays. I guess I have been wasting my time again lahz... It seems that I just can't get down to study no matter how hard I tried. To force me to sit down and start work is like asking me to go touch a cat. Yucks! How gross... Imagine how gross it is to study... :-/
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__ Sunday, December 18, 2005 ;
Computer was spoilt... Didn't update for quite some time bahz. As usual, nothing much happened lahz. Went to watch King Kong last Wednesday. The movie rocked! Especially the part where Kong fought with the dinosaurs... Hehes... Very exciting! Anyway, the movie was worth it. It lasted for 3 long hours and every minute of it is good. =)
Hm... Went to a church in Queenstown with Cynthia yesterday. Met a lady and talked about a lot of things. Prayed and learnt a lot about God. Didn't feel good after the session cuz I'm reminded about all the unpleasant memories... Haish... But, I know God doesn't want me to be stuck in this dark hole. That's why He brought me to the church. I will get out of it one day... I know... With God's grace...
Can't wait for Christmas Eve to come. Wonder what the church is organising... Hees... Excited. Might be going to Night Safari too after the service. Simply can't wait!
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__ Monday, December 12, 2005 ;
Getting more and more depressed as time gets nearer and nearer to Jan 3rd 2006. I hate this!
Computer was spoilt for the past few days, so can't come online to update. Anyway, nothing much happened for the recent days. Went to eat Sakae Sushi with Karen, Theresa and Xian Hui. Ate till my stomach was on the verge of bursting. Went for Baptism service last Saturday to support Megan. Hmm... Quite an eye-opener cuz that's the first time I see people being baptised. I look forward to the day when I'll be baptised. Hee... Wonder when...
Anyway, am going to Tampines with Karen and XianHui tomorrow! Simply can't wait sia... There're so many shops having SALE man! Hees... =)
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__ Sunday, December 04, 2005 ;
TTB today. Quite alright except for the fact that I was dozing off during the service. Learnt about
Passion and Purity. PCM after service at ACJC. Not too bad for a start bahz I guess. Had lunch with them at Holland V's Burger King. Got to know that some people will have spiritual attacks when they are on Mission Trips. Hm... That's one thing I never knew until Milton told us. I seriously need to know God more cuz I didn't really know what he was talking about. =(
I don't want to go back to school. Seriously, I'd rather work than return to school. At least, I don't have to worry about the things that I need to worry when I'm in school. Haish... But I know it won't help if I keep running away from my problems. Argh! What happened to my passion and love for school? Why did all these passion disappear the moment I step into JC? Haish... So many things have changed. My attitude towards life has changed, my passion for studying has died off, my personality... I'm becoming more and more withdrawn from the world. I seriously hate it when people say I'm an introvert even though I know that I'm one. Don't know why... Maybe it sounds a bit negative to me.
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