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__ Wednesday, August 31, 2005 ;

Had a great time yesterday after school. Heex. Went to a flower shop at Bishan then went to Junction 8 to eat dinner lo. Shared a plate of Korean rice mixed with chicken and chilli sauce all that. Tasted weird... Not that unique anyway. hahas... After that, went to meet Dr Woffles Wu at his clinic. Oh man... He's such a busy man. I can't imagine myself in his position. hahas... I'll die lo if I'm so busy like him. But I doubt I'll have the capability to be as powerful as him. What he said sounded so technical that I don't understand anything he has said lo. Nearly fell asleep in the middle of the interview. Hahas... Hm... The interview was quite short lahz so after that went to Tanglin Mall but there weren't much to see so walked all the way to Taka there. Then XH's father gave me a ride home. Heex...

Today was damn boring lo. Had Mass Dance in the morning then dismiss le. Shouldn't even have come to school in the first place. Then escorted Xian Hui and Karen they all to JSS. Met Evon at the gate and then went back home. Thanks for the gift Siao Char bor! hahas.. Johhny Depp rocks! Heex...Then went back to school at 11am to meet the teacher and now back home slacking. Gotta rush a lot of homework sia. EoM, tutorials... Oh my God... When will all these end? Haish....

Hee... Mrs Soh called me just now. May be meeting her next week during the holidays. Miss her! hahas... Okie, gotta go le. Till then..

made another new promise ][-
 and broke it again at 1:49 PM ;

 

__ Monday, August 29, 2005 ;

Watched Charlie and the Chocolate Factory again!!! heex...For the 13th time already. Went to watch it on Saturday with Edward and Theresa at JE. Was supposed to do flag day but was lazy to stand around asking people to donate lahz. In the end, we took our time and went to eat at the Japanese restaurant and walked around lo. Then go watch movie. Hahas...Willy Wonka is still as cute as ever.

Nothing much happened today. Went to school as usual, had Econs tutorial followed by Mr Yeo's lecture. Both were terribly boring. Nearly fell asleep while listening. Civics was even worse. Stress management talk. As if it would help anyway. GP is the only lesson that is fun lahz. Skipped Maths tutorial. Really buay tahan already lahz.

Teachers' Day is coming. Seriously, I don't feel excited at all this year. I don't think I'm going back to JSS le. I don't want to be reminded of the past. Now that you're gone, it's meaningless to go back anyway. Oh well, I shall rot at home on that day and indulge in self-pity. Haish...

Going to meet Woffles Wu tomorrow evening with Xian Hui. Hahas... Excited man. He's such a famous person and he granted us permission to meet him. Oh man...

Gotta go study le. Promos are starting on 29th September. Oh my god... I don't have much time left. Oh gosh...

made another new promise ][-
 and broke it again at 2:54 PM ;

 

__ Saturday, August 27, 2005 ;

Really feel stressed up now. Exams are coming in about 5 weeks time and there are still so much to revise for. I can't catch up with everything, teachers seem to be speaking in a language I don't understand during lectures. My eyelids are always heavy and I can't focus anymore. It's frustrating. I'm in trouble already. I don't want to remain in J1 next year. It's all my fault now things have become like this. It's all my fault....I shouldn't have chose to come to JJ. I should have just quit school and start working now. Haish... I'm such a loser...

made another new promise ][-
 and broke it again at 8:20 AM ;

 

__ Thursday, August 25, 2005 ;


Johnny Depp is so cute! hahas...

Anyway, today's SPA was ok lahz but I'm worried I drew the graph wrongly or something. Hope I can pass lahz...

Went for counselling in school just now. Made me even more depressed.

Did a sinful thing again. Went to Popular, walked straight to the stationery section, chose a penknife and paid money for it. And... Haish... It's the only way I can find relief.

I dread school so much. I want to run away again but, I can't do it anymore.

Argh! I'm so stressed now. Promos are arriving so soon, and I'm still failing so many tests. Out of 4 subjects I failed 3. I'm such a loser. I can't take it anymore. I feel suffocated, lifeless...

made another new promise ][-
 and broke it again at 6:02 PM ;

 

__ Wednesday, August 24, 2005 ;

Woohoo...I watched Charlie and The Chocolate Factory for the 12th time! hahas... I can remember almost every line Willy Wonka said lahz. Heex...Ok, I promise this will be the very last time I'll watch it. I'll buy the VCD and watch a million times at home. Hahas... Gotta save money for Corspe Bride in Sept 22nd. Heex... Johnny Depp rocks man!

Anyway, am very tired now. Just came home from Napfa. Thanks to my classmates for running with me for the last few rounds if not I really will give up and fail the test. Sianz diao lo, really hate running...

I've been thinking back about secondary school life very often recently. I don't know why... I miss those days so much. Really... It's only now that I realised JSS life was heavenly. I miss all my secondary school friends. Even though some may be in JJ too but the feeling is different. We are no longer in the same class anymore, we can no longer spend that much time together slacking and gossipping. I miss JSS. I'd give anything in the world just to return to the past but, even a fool will know that it is not possible.

There's SPA tomorrow. I'm very worried lahz... It's A level examination for goodness sake. I can't believe it. It seems like yesterday since O levels ended and now, it's turn for A level. Oh man, when will all these examinations end? I hope I won't screw up the practical tomorrow lahz...Hope for the best!

Won't be blogging that often le. 5 more weeks to Promos! I want to promote to J2 de sia. Cannot afford to fail again. Have to buck up le. Anyway, I dropped F-maths le. Gave the form to Mr Yeo today. I hope I made the right choice. I don't want to regret my decision in the future. I'll have to work extra hard for Econs man. Seems like I always forget what I studied for Econs. Argh! Damn pek chek!

Gotta go sleep now... Exhausted man. Woke up at 3am today sia... Feel like a zombie now... @_@

Till then....

made another new promise ][-
 and broke it again at 5:57 PM ;

 

__ Monday, August 22, 2005 ;

Didn't go to school today. Went to Causeway with Karen. Heex.. Watched Charlie and the Chocolate Factory again. This is the 11th time I'm watching it. I can't believe I've watched so many times already. Hahas... No choice lahz, Johnny Depp is so cute. Went to Woodlands Regional Library to study for a while too and walked around lo. Wanted to buy some presents for my teachers but didn't see any suitable stuff. Had a great time today. How I wished everyday is like today. How I wish time just stop ticking... Haish... Can't believe I have to return to school again tomorrow. It really dampens my mood.

Nothing much to say now. Till then...

made another new promise ][-
 and broke it again at 6:50 PM ;

 

__ Sunday, August 21, 2005 ;

Went church again with Karen. Don't know why I felt so sleepy during the service. Nearly fell asleep when the pastor was praying manz. After that, went to Westmall at around 2pm and met Theresa. Wanted to see WeiLian and Kelly de but was raining heavily and the whole place was so crowded lor. Diaoz...Didn't see anyone of them in the end. Don't care also lahz, I prefer JunYang and Xin Hui... hahas.. And I realised that I forgot all about the talk Cheng Teng told me about. Sianz diao lor. Haish...Missed a meaningful talk in City Harvest. Well, hope there's another one.

Don't feel like going to school tomorrow. I seriously dread going to school nowadays. I don't know why... People say I've changed quite a bit ever since I graduated from JSS. I used to love school; I used to enjoy studying; I used to be more talkative...But now, I think I'm practically a mute. Why have things become like that? Even the teachers are chasing after me... It's frustrating, I don't like it. I've lost all interest in studying now. I'm dropping F-maths, I've failed so many tests, my social circle is in a mess... I'm such a loser...

Oh well, I don't know what to do with the $40 wallet that I bought for Lao Niu as present. I'm definitely not going to give it to him anymore. He sucks like hell... Hmph! Anyone wallet spoil or something? I can donate one to you...Not poor quality de wor... Got brand one sia...hahas... Yea, Teachers' Day is coming. Certainly not a day I'm looking forward to. Reminds me of you... I don't think I have the courage to go back. Painful memories are still stuck in my mind. I don't think I want to be reminded of the past.

Nothing much to add on le. Can't wait for Corpse Bride to start screening. Johnny Depp!!! hahas....

I'm still missing you after all these years...

made another new promise ][-
 and broke it again at 7:36 PM ;

 

__ Thursday, August 18, 2005 ;

Long time no blog le huhx. Got back some of my common test results. Have nothing to say about it. Ok, nothing much to say for the time being. Shall go and edit my blogskins.

made another new promise ][-
 and broke it again at 3:49 PM ;

 

__ Monday, August 08, 2005 ;

Good morning starshine, the earth says hello!

hahas...Didn't go to school for National Day Celebrations. Was on MC...hahas... Watched Charlie and the Chocolate Factory again. Heex...The theatre was full house lor... And my friend gave me a Willy Wonka poster. Hahas...Mind you, the poster is gigantic... It's worth 35 bucks ok... Don't be shocked if you see a huge image of Willy Wonka in my room if you happen to come to my house. hahas... Johnny Depp is really cute lahz... Buay tahan... heex...

Hm...Common Test starts this Thursday. And I have not revised much. Oh man, I'm so going to be dead soon lahz. Just hope I'll pass...I don't want to retain... Don't think I'll be blogging for the next few weeks until after the common tests. Hm... After that, I shall give my blog a completely new image.

Till then....

made another new promise ][-
 and broke it again at 6:14 PM ;

 

__ Friday, August 05, 2005 ;

Don't know what went wrong with blogger. My whole blog was deleted suddenly... Haish... Few months of entries all gone just like that. Perhaps it's fated. God wants me to forget about the past and start anew bahz... Hm, so started a new blog again and this shall be a temporary one before I find a suitable template.

Hee....a very big THANK YOU to all those who remembered my birthday. I really didn't expect anyone to remember my birthday at all. Special thanks to Karen, Xian Hui, Hi5 from my class, Edward, Meng, Gabriel, Patricia, Suyu, HuiMin and Irwan. Watched Charlie and the Chocolate Factory with Edward today. Johnny Depp is so cute and funny...hahas... Love him man... His hair is so cute sia... And the way he laughed is so adorable... wahah... Ok, I better stop singing praises about him in case people start questioning about my taste again...Hee...Am going to watch the movie again on Monday. Wahah...

Nothing much to write anyway. Common Tests are starting next Thursday. Very stressed now. Have not been studying recently. Argh... Ms Chew taught me a few ways to relax myself and relieve stress but I doubt they're useful to me anyway. But well, I appreciate her efforts. Hm... Am very tired now. Gotta go and rest le. outz.

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 and broke it again at 7:44 PM ;