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__ Sunday, December 04, 2005 ;

TTB today. Quite alright except for the fact that I was dozing off during the service. Learnt about Passion and Purity. PCM after service at ACJC. Not too bad for a start bahz I guess. Had lunch with them at Holland V's Burger King. Got to know that some people will have spiritual attacks when they are on Mission Trips. Hm... That's one thing I never knew until Milton told us. I seriously need to know God more cuz I didn't really know what he was talking about. =(

I don't want to go back to school. Seriously, I'd rather work than return to school. At least, I don't have to worry about the things that I need to worry when I'm in school. Haish... But I know it won't help if I keep running away from my problems. Argh! What happened to my passion and love for school? Why did all these passion disappear the moment I step into JC? Haish... So many things have changed. My attitude towards life has changed, my passion for studying has died off, my personality... I'm becoming more and more withdrawn from the world. I seriously hate it when people say I'm an introvert even though I know that I'm one. Don't know why... Maybe it sounds a bit negative to me.

made another new promise ][-
 and broke it again at 7:43 PM ;