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__ Wednesday, December 28, 2005 ;

The year 2005 is coming to an end soon. I think this year is one of the worst best year of my life.

Entered JJC during the 1st three months and couldn't really adapt to the changes in school. But I'm fortunate my 1st three months classmates were fun and nice. Then 'O' level results were released and I chose JJC again. Life in JJ after 1st 3 months was hell. It was so bad that I started playing truant and skipping lessons. I simply hated school so much. Sometimes I wondered whether I've made the wrong decision in choosing JJC but well, I guess everything happens with a purpose. Perhaps this is God's arrangement to make me stronger mentally and spiritually. During the darkest point of my J1 life, God brought me to church. I started going to church every week for the first time in my entire life, and I truly enjoyed church and worship! And of course, getting to know Pastor Shih Ming certainly helped me overcome some of my unpleasant past. Hees...

I also worked for the first time in my entire life. The experience was great and I earned quite a lot to spend for the holidays. But through working, I got to know how hypocritical some adults can be. They will do anything to earn their own benefits. I'm glad that I'm still a student now.

I also went on a cruise with my 2 best friends. Had great fun! Though it was quite boring on the cruise, I enjoyed myself nevertheless. The food, the movies, the performances, and most importantly, the care-free and stressless 3 days that I had. Thank God for this wonderful trip!

In conclusion, this year has been a meaningful year because I got closer to God. Though unpleasant stuffs have happened, I'll face them all with a positive attitude (I hope!). No matter what, God is by my side always. So, I need not fear or feel lonely. I'll welcome the year 2006 with excitement and anticipation. =)

made another new promise ][-
 and broke it again at 8:47 AM ;