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__ Saturday, September 17, 2005 ;

Didn't blog for quite some time. Was very busy with school work and preparing for exams. Haish... Have been sleeping after 12 midnight almost everyday. I don't think I can take it anymore. Fell sick yesterday night man. Just hope I will be able to survive until after the Promos. *prays*

Yesterday was quite slack in school. Had Physics and Maths Lecture, then PW tutorial and lastly Chinese tutorial. Did compo for Chinese. Wrote crap all the way... I think I'll fail terribly. After school, had to wait for Ms Chew until 4pm before the session starts. Sian diao... Tried doing some work in the concourse but just couldn't concentrate lahz.. What the hell am I doing man... Haish... The session ended at 5.45pm then had to rush over to JP to meet Xian Hui. Hahas... Walked around for a while then went back to school for the Mid-Autumn Celebration. Quite boring and not worth my money man. Mdm Liu Fen's baby is so cute sia. Feel like playing with him and pinching his cheeks...hahas... I love babies man...

I'm really stressed up now. Promos are killing me... I'm worried I'll retain next year. I might as well quit school and work if I fail my Promos. Sometimes, I really feel like killing myself man. Life is tiring and I want to just fly away to somewhere where happiness is eternal.. Haish... but not to worry, I will not kill myself. A pastor told me , " the body is the temple of the Holy Spirit, destroying it by suicide is destroying the temple." No matter how tough the journey of life is now, I will not give up. I promise you, I will stand again and fight against all the obstacles. Believe me...

*9 more months before you'll be back* I'm missing you each and every day...

made another new promise ][-
 and broke it again at 4:29 PM ;