
__ Saturday, August 27, 2005 ;
Really feel stressed up now. Exams are coming in about 5 weeks time and there are still so much to revise for. I can't catch up with everything, teachers seem to be speaking in a language I don't understand during lectures. My eyelids are always heavy and I can't focus anymore. It's frustrating. I'm in trouble already. I don't want to remain in J1 next year. It's all my fault now things have become like this. It's all my fault....I shouldn't have chose to come to JJ. I should have just quit school and start working now. Haish... I'm such a loser...
made another new promise ][-
and broke it again at 8:20 AM ;