__ Thursday, August 25, 2005 ;

Johnny Depp is so cute! hahas...
Anyway, today's SPA was ok lahz but I'm worried I drew the graph wrongly or something. Hope I can pass lahz...
Went for counselling in school just now. Made me even more depressed.
Did a sinful thing again. Went to Popular, walked straight to the stationery section, chose a penknife and paid money for it. And... Haish... It's the only way I can find relief.
I dread school so much. I want to run away again but, I can't do it anymore.
Argh! I'm so stressed now. Promos are arriving so soon, and I'm still failing so many tests. Out of 4 subjects I failed 3. I'm such a loser. I can't take it anymore. I feel suffocated, lifeless...
made another new promise ][-
and broke it again at 6:02 PM ;